Friday, April 1, 2011

Can you just tell me April Fool's already???

Sometimes, I don't think life and I get along. I feel like it hates me once in awhile, or just wants to show me that it can be a bigger Diva, or better at being a brat than me. And sometimes I let it win. Because it is the only option. Lately I feel like that's all its been, is a competion against life, and I'm not winning. Can I tell you why?

Jobs and me getting one seem to be the biggest thing life likes to tease me with. The job I applied for back in December, interviewed for in early March has.still.not.gotten.back.to.me. The people conducting the interview said 4-5 weeks. The people in the office told me 6-8 weeks. So which is it? because not knowing makes me go crazy.

Another office I applied to, emailed me back saying that they would conduct interviews for a position at the beginning of the semester if there was any more need for an employee. This email was actually sent twice, once by the manager of the office, and the other by an employee. But the employee had sent me a message saying the office "had received my test." Hmmmm, that's funny, I haven't taken any tests, and definitely haven't sent any into the office. Part of me wants to email them back, asking for THIS employee's job, because obviously emailing people the right information, is out of their league. Whatever, I really am over it.

The one thing I really wanted to discuss, isn't really blogging appropriate, because I'll never know who will read this. but just know this. Today, at many points I really wanted to just say that all that was happening was just a huge april fool's trick. But instead, I found myself asking, "Is this real life?!" But that's ok now, because April Fool's day is almost over, and the big joke on me will be ending. Can I PLEASE get a hoorah?!

I don't really like to end on bad notes, or upset with problems, because you can't really end a day or begin a day with a bad attitude. So can I turn missionary on you all for a few moments? Thanks.
Last night while I was reading the Good old Book Of Mormon, I read chapter 4 of Mosiah. First of all, can I say that it is a fantastic chapter? I just want to share one verse, 6. It talks about  putting your trust in the Lord, and follow his commandments and also to have faith until the very end. I thought that it was very fitting because that is really something I needed to hear, even on this not so very joking day, that if I stay faithful and trusting, in the end it will work out. I hope this verse helps you guys as much as it is for me at the moment.



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